Past vs. Present
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
thursday
night
everything's
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You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
Swallowing The Bitterness...slowly
About The Unknown Creature
Hello, I'm an alien living in Planet X, had my 1st cry on 310790, and my name is Nuh-roll.
Be afraid, be very very afraid. I'm going to eat everyone and invade the Planet Earth.
Yes, you can start crying now.*evil laugh*
Friday, March 5, 2010
You could be the ONE
[ 11:52 PM ]
Yayy!! Im back here getting my friggin' ass down on my bed as im typing this.. Oh well, if u are one of my loyal readers, u might be wondering whats up with my blog..? No stories, no updates, no nothing. yeaa.. been pretty bz getting the brain to work all out on my final year project. i really put my heart & soul to it, paid really much attention to it too. Alhamdulillah. All's done. Submission over. Critic session over. Gradshow panel done! Now, will only hv to wait for the big day, Graduation Show @ Suntec & official Graduation Day @ SP (duh!) To simply cut it short, Poly's done laa ppl!! Can u like believe it??? My life has never been this great!! Whoaa!
Plan/s up next..? well, ive applied for the NTU application B.A. in Arts. Umm, keeping my fingers crossed! Wish me luck ppl. Pray! Pray! PRAY!! :) Currently, im doing a part-time job as a.. wait.. i dont really knw how to explain this particular job. lol. okay2. lets put it this way. Im taking care of kids animal rides at malls/hospital. Most of the time, i'll be taking care of the kids more than i take care of the rides coz their parents would simply chuck their children and off they go for shopping or etc. -__- Basically, thats my job. Umm, quiting soon. Thats for sure! lol. Waiting for another job as a replacement! Maybe as a part-time pre-school teacher! And agn, wish me luck ppl!
Hahahaha!! i know right...actually u guys not that interested to read watever fark i've written above kan? kan? kan? CB laa... aku tau korang laa.. nak tau climax jerr. Okay chill. Coming ni.. coming.. Alright. Here u go! Apart from projects, theres sth else that actually caught my attention and made my time really packed till i didnt hv the time of my own to blog. lol. :)
errr.. for some of you, it might not be sth new that u gonna heard from me. well, i leave it to u to judge. :) Yup! U got it right! A new found friend again. But wait, even before u start to judge, let me tell u sth. This is gonna be the last one. Really. Promise! :) Coz he is something laa ppl! hehehe. *nadia-punyer-ketawe-mentel* i bet u can imagine huh! HAHAHAHAHA!! For now, i shall name him, Mr Arab. Gonna share with u some of my story and that if u bother to read la kan..
Few mths ago (Last yr)
While i was busy dealing with my projects.. He was busy too.. busy chatting with me. I got so irritated and blocked him instead (MSN). I also hv this dirty thought at the back of mind, 'well, he is just like any other guy whose trying the best way out to so called woo me.. alaa.. all guys are the same!' and so we didnt contact for like a few weeks. I thought he'd get bored out of me. Kalau aku, pon aku boring, bile chat kat msn, pompuan(refering to myself) ni mcm nak-taknak lyn aku! Beh, out of sudden, disappear just like that, not appearing in MSN. BUT, he didnt give up. He started convo with me @ FB instead. lol. So, i thought, 'tssk! okay la. Next in the list ah'
Plan/s up next..? well, ive applied for the NTU application B.A. in Arts. Umm, keeping my fingers crossed! Wish me luck ppl. Pray! Pray! PRAY!! :) Currently, im doing a part-time job as a.. wait.. i dont really knw how to explain this particular job. lol. okay2. lets put it this way. Im taking care of kids animal rides at malls/hospital. Most of the time, i'll be taking care of the kids more than i take care of the rides coz their parents would simply chuck their children and off they go for shopping or etc. -__- Basically, thats my job. Umm, quiting soon. Thats for sure! lol. Waiting for another job as a replacement! Maybe as a part-time pre-school teacher! And agn, wish me luck ppl!
Hahahaha!! i know right...actually u guys not that interested to read watever fark i've written above kan? kan? kan? CB laa... aku tau korang laa.. nak tau climax jerr. Okay chill. Coming ni.. coming.. Alright. Here u go! Apart from projects, theres sth else that actually caught my attention and made my time really packed till i didnt hv the time of my own to blog. lol. :)
errr.. for some of you, it might not be sth new that u gonna heard from me. well, i leave it to u to judge. :) Yup! U got it right! A new found friend again. But wait, even before u start to judge, let me tell u sth. This is gonna be the last one. Really. Promise! :) Coz he is something laa ppl! hehehe. *nadia-punyer-ketawe-mentel* i bet u can imagine huh! HAHAHAHAHA!! For now, i shall name him, Mr Arab. Gonna share with u some of my story and that if u bother to read la kan..
Few mths ago (Last yr)
While i was busy dealing with my projects.. He was busy too.. busy chatting with me. I got so irritated and blocked him instead (MSN). I also hv this dirty thought at the back of mind, 'well, he is just like any other guy whose trying the best way out to so called woo me.. alaa.. all guys are the same!' and so we didnt contact for like a few weeks. I thought he'd get bored out of me. Kalau aku, pon aku boring, bile chat kat msn, pompuan(refering to myself) ni mcm nak-taknak lyn aku! Beh, out of sudden, disappear just like that, not appearing in MSN. BUT, he didnt give up. He started convo with me @ FB instead. lol. So, i thought, 'tssk! okay la. Next in the list ah'
Lepas tu kan.. we started chatting again despite me having doing my projects! lol. ooOOoo of course! Akak ni kan multi-tasker. :)
oh b4 akak luper yerr anak2, si dekni ni suke sms! suke call! tak boring2!
Then, one night.. while @ Mak's place..
My hp's beeping sound woke me up. Used to receiving important sms-es only, I grabbed my hp and sleepily pushed the keys and read the message.
"What are you up to?" .. "Im revising my test...bla bla bla.."
Knowing who the sender was, I replied the message right away and placed the phone under my pillow, I tried to go back to sleep.
I had just closed my eyes when I heard the sms tone again.
"You really slping?.. Nad..Nad.." again, the message said.
Again, without bothering to reply, I went back to my lala land..The next day i received this... !
"hmm.. i'm just like any other guy to you..."
Mampos! Only then i realised, how much he really mean to me.. yeaa! im that bad!
He never fails to cheer me up. Never gives up in getting to know me better. Not like any other guys eh, aku tk layan for weeks/months ke, then teros gone! He tried his best to be there when i was down with projects, when i needed help in printing my panels, accompanied me thru out the nightsss just to make sure i wont fall asleep on my lappy while doing my projects. I admit. I was blind. Blind like totalleeeehh. Tsskk! So okay. I slowly began to give him a chance and tried my very best not to think bad abt him. (err.. part tu fail ehh.. lol) Kite ni pompuan eh, cnnt give in entirely. Sometimes kene jual mahal sikit. Dignity tu kene jage eh. :)
yadda .. yadda.. yadda..
yadda .. yadda.. yadda..
till now, we are still contacting. Frankly, among all guys ive known, so far la kan, this one stayed the longest. Umm, 4 mths..? 5? cant rmber! yaa i knw right.. CB kan aku. tssk! Some used to say, 'nad, aku kasi kau 2 wks jer. Kau confirm boring.'.. 'kk, aku kasi kau 1 mth ahh..' HAHAHAHA!! mostly all said the same including my sisters. lol.
No. im not using him for sure! i aint that kinda person. puh-leaasse! Im not playing with his feelings either. sheesh! How could u even think of that?? Tskk!
Umm well, i cant possibly describe him entirely here. Uve got to knw the person himself. U've got to judge him. I like the way he is. Kite mcm blh 'click' ah. Thats all i can say for now.. AND AGAIN if u ppl wanna see us be together, i need ur prayers! hahahah!
alaaa.. i think i sounded despo gitu. No la. Personally, i think, for now, its still to early to say anything or even to promise anything. I dont wanna rush things coz im afraid things might go cocky in some ways. At the end of the day, korang2 jgk will hv the last laugh kan? kan? Nabei! haha! We've decided to take things slow. Kalau ade ehem2 jodoh.. adelah.. if not then, i dont mind. im leaving everything to fate.
Oh, i thank Him for leading me to this route! Alhamdulillah.. :)
Well, blame this person.. coz of him, ive been neglecting my baby blogger! HAHAHAH!!
No. im not using him for sure! i aint that kinda person. puh-leaasse! Im not playing with his feelings either. sheesh! How could u even think of that?? Tskk!
Umm well, i cant possibly describe him entirely here. Uve got to knw the person himself. U've got to judge him. I like the way he is. Kite mcm blh 'click' ah. Thats all i can say for now.. AND AGAIN if u ppl wanna see us be together, i need ur prayers! hahahah!
alaaa.. i think i sounded despo gitu. No la. Personally, i think, for now, its still to early to say anything or even to promise anything. I dont wanna rush things coz im afraid things might go cocky in some ways. At the end of the day, korang2 jgk will hv the last laugh kan? kan? Nabei! haha! We've decided to take things slow. Kalau ade ehem2 jodoh.. adelah.. if not then, i dont mind. im leaving everything to fate.
Oh, i thank Him for leading me to this route! Alhamdulillah.. :)
Well, blame this person.. coz of him, ive been neglecting my baby blogger! HAHAHAH!!
You've proven me wrong.
and yes! Tak smue lelaki same!:)
one less lonely girl.. ~~
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