You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
About The Unknown Creature
Hello, I'm an alien living in Planet X, had my 1st cry on 310790, and my name is
Nuh-roll.
Be afraid, be very very afraid. I'm going to eat
everyone and invade the Planet Earth.
Yes, you can start crying now.*evil laugh*
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[ 10:38 PM ]
i've been wanting to express these things out..
but didnt get the opportunity to...
who would want to listen anw.
everyone's been busy.
everyone's excited upon celebrating the upcoming Syawal.
well, for me..
as it draws nearer, the more heartbreaking it would be..
ohhh how sucky can this be?
how i wish i'm still a small kid who can still ask
for anything.. everything..
do u noe how much it hurts?
arrrggghh...
i'm sooo freaking jealous with ppl ard me.
i wanna be happy lyk them.
i want. i want. i want!
last day of Ramadhan = 19th of the mth.
how am i supposed to go thru it?
am i strong enuff?
for the past 4-5 yrs..
and this Syawal.. i'll be alone going thru all this?
and again, am i strong enuff?
me : beb, i'll be the saddest person when comes malam raya this yr
faiza : laarrr kau ni... hari raye, org sedih2 psl teringatkan org yg dah meninggal dunie
kau sedih buat ape...? lek ahh nad..
me : yelar.. mlm raye is 'our' 19th.
aku pon sedih lar psl die dah meninggalkan aku..
faiza : ohh.. a'ahh ehh..
tuhan.
tabahkanlah hati ini.
cekalkanlah hati ini.
kuatkan semangatku...
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