Life is Just Like a Bowl of Cherries

thursday night everything's fine

You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.

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Hello, I'm an alien living in Planet X, had my 1st cry on 310790, and my name is Nuh-roll.
Be afraid, be very very afraid. I'm going to eat everyone and invade the Planet Earth.
Yes, you can start crying now.*evil laugh*

Salam Aidilfitri Al-Mubarak [ 11:56 AM ]

A few days back. i cooked this spaghetti for buke specially for the family.
as for the recipe, all thanks to faiza!! :)
sedap tuuu... there's hotdog in it!
even my mak-nenek loves it. (she hates hotdogs actually. so, wat she did was
collect all the hotdogs and pass them to nadra! )
and mind you, she's the best food critic in our family.
when she says its awful, means its really bad! and if she says otherwise, means....
'nadia!! besok kau dah boleh kahwen!!' isssh! no-n0-n0- besok RAYE!!

abah : ya, nanti mlm kite gi mustapha eh ard 3 am gitu
me : wah! best nyerr! set ahh. blh beli chocs!

ouh. just now, we had our sahur meal outside (lyk for the 1st time this yr - finally). Abah's kind enuff to bring nazira and me out to mustapha! hahaha! initially, i thought of buying my essential stuffs lyk make-ups or maybe toiletries. but bah, too late already, i've bought it a few days back! ohh. ohh. i saw hazimira. okay. thats random! :) anw, in the end, we didnt buy that much stuffs. i bought my fav choc (almond roca) for lyk $4.95. nazira bought the smaller one, for lyk $1.95. and abah bought himself almond roca too but the biggest packaging one and a perfume. and noe wad? i hate mustapha this time round coz got lotsa chicopek. u ppl think we are those type of species who roam ard every nite at little india? lyk helo? we are not that cheap okay! yang gatal2 tu abg2 melayu plak tu. geli akak oii... tapi blh tahan handsome ahh. oppssss! -___-

time-checked : 5.01 a.m.

annnndddd. today is 19th... -______- anndddd i'm so so so sad. its been a routine. every eve of raye, we would meet up. usually at night lar after breaking fast. ahhhh.. i hate this feeling. i'm missing that person again. i know i cannot have this feelings. no more! but again, this feelings just came without me inviting it. how can i possibly stop it? and i thought we can celebrate together this yr coz, there wld be no such things as O-lvls to stop us from going out together. :( tsk. i shall hide this sad feelings and not spoil my raya tommorow. i dont wish anyone to notice too esp abah and mummy. okay nadia! u r good at doing this. start ur acting - two faced. and i'm sad too coz currently i'm having my mensus today. tsk. i wanna spend the last ramadhan 'talking' to HIM. (konon nak score points larr) but.. hmmm.. nvm. and, and i'm sad too after reading that post. and i thought all this while.... tsk. nvm.

well, lyk i said, i'm sad. there's this particular person is trying to add salt to the wound...

(",) : u tau anyam ketupat tu dah kire bagos. nanti da kahwen bleh ajar 'anak kite' pulak eh syg? abe dah tue kite ajar cucu lak... (bla-bla-bla)

me : -_________________________________- (speechless)

i've said what i've got to say. its all up to you to accept it boy.

anw... to all, (include those who've hurt me emotionally/physically) Salam Aidilfitri, menyusun 20 jari (include dgn jari2 kaki skali) mohon maaf zahir & batin. sape yg banyak buat dose dgn aku tu, takpe. forgiven! same goes 4 me eh. hopefully, i'm forgiven too. :)

and to you b, happy 19th & slamat hari raye to u too... 469. i'm sorry.

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