Past vs. Present
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
thursday
night
everything's
fine
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
Swallowing The Bitterness...slowly
About The Unknown Creature
Hello, I'm an alien living in Planet X, had my 1st cry on 310790, and my name is Nuh-roll.
Be afraid, be very very afraid. I'm going to eat everyone and invade the Planet Earth.
Yes, you can start crying now.*evil laugh*
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
a little not YET over you
[ 9:22 PM ]
it s resting time!!!
huh? asking me out for a date? giler kepe budak ni? to (",) ... i'm sry. this is not the time. i'm just not ready. i know and understood ur sincerity. its been years. if u are willing to wait, then u wait. if not then... i dont mind seriously. its not lyk as if i'm desperate in getting a new partner. so far, i'm doing good. ryte girls? i'm coping well. so, yaar. i dont see there's a need for me to rush in finding one. say all u want. i'm just not ready into commiting this time round. with sum1 new sumore. i'm soooo used to the previous one. i just cant see myself with any1 'new'. wait. look. i'm not trying to restrain myself into entering to the world of LOVE again. its just that i dont want to start tearing tommorrow if i were to rush today. get wat i mean? i've learnt my mistake which i'd experience thru my previous rlsp. soo deterred by it. it didnt work out no matter how hard i tried to avert the rlsp from splintering it apart. yarr. it sucks!
anw, as i was saying, this time round, i wanna find the 'true' one. as Abah said, i still hav loooooooooooong way to go. surprisingly, he's aware that currently i'm contacting with these fell-asssess. hah! he doesn't want me to quit searching for the ryte one. he even saw the msg which was actually meant for me! sooo malu!! on the other hand, mummy said, "ahh abah kau ni memang kemarok. kau jgn layan abah kau ni. now, u focus more on ur studies first. that's more important...matair-matair ni nanti blh crite..." alaaar. aku ni asek side track jekk. anw, bertitik tolak dgn perbincangan tadi, i dont want history to repeat itself. deterred! deterred! nuff is nuff! :) i wanna have a full control of myself this time round. i agreed with my gurlnextdoor. she said sth lyk this, my feelings come 1st... then others. no. aint being selfish here. i had enuff of getting hurt. try be in my or maybe gurlnextdoor's shoe. u'll know how's it feel lyk. (i bad u dont wish to be in our shoes. dah lar krg takkan fit punye. kite nye size, size mat salleh! only available in M&S. k lame. cepat! go touch wood or wateever related to kayu. NOW! i said! tsk?!)
had this convo .
***nur*** : this is my new no ....... - ***nur***
me : u punye name ade 'NUR'. okay! cool!
(hahahaha! sounds more lyk a girl's name!)
***nur*** : shhhh....hahahaha
thats funny! :)
***nur*** : this is my new no ....... - ***nur***
me : u punye name ade 'NUR'. okay! cool!
(hahahaha! sounds more lyk a girl's name!)
***nur*** : shhhh....hahahaha
thats funny! :)
Yang dicinta akan pergi
Yang didamba akan hilang
Hidup akan terus berjalan
Meski penuh dengan tangisan
Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa ku kembali
Hapus semua pedih
Andai mungkin aku bisa
Kembali tulus segalanya
Tapi hidup takkan bisa
Meski derai air mata
each time i think of you, i'll always remeber wat cek enab said... :)
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