Past vs. Present
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
thursday
night
everything's
fine
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
Swallowing The Bitterness...slowly
About The Unknown Creature
Hello, I'm an alien living in Planet X, had my 1st cry on 310790, and my name is Nuh-roll.
Be afraid, be very very afraid. I'm going to eat everyone and invade the Planet Earth.
Yes, you can start crying now.*evil laugh*
Monday, September 28, 2009
The Abstract
[ 1:42 AM ]
i dont want to go to ur blog again. i'm sorry. it'll only hurt me. i shall just wait for gurlnextdoor to update me abt u darling. :) and to u, congrats! finally, u've got ur dream motorbike! and ur plate no. urgghhh. hurts me! :(
it feels lyk... mcm baru smlm i had this convo wif mr lahabao. u were there too. we accompanied u to go for ur job interview @ TCC.
me : b, kalau u dah ade motor kan, i tknk ride ahh. i sanggop naek mrt. i tknk kene accident. kalau mati teros takpe. beh, kalau bedridden beh lpas tu cacat for life, how?
mr lahabao : ape sey. i baru igt nak ade scrambler... nak u tompang (and blaa...blaaa...)
me : issshh!! tknk ah. oh! and i nak design kan motor u. yelar, i kan designer kan. i nak letak name i all over ur motorbike! jadi kan, whenever u nak tompangkan minah laen, drg tau yg u dh attached! (i was joking btw)
( u were smiling all the way hearing our convo)
mr lahabao : peh, peh! kau tgk peh! die nak conteng motor aku! tskkk!
it feels lyk... mcm baru smlm i had this convo wif mr lahabao. u were there too. we accompanied u to go for ur job interview @ TCC.
me : b, kalau u dah ade motor kan, i tknk ride ahh. i sanggop naek mrt. i tknk kene accident. kalau mati teros takpe. beh, kalau bedridden beh lpas tu cacat for life, how?
mr lahabao : ape sey. i baru igt nak ade scrambler... nak u tompang (and blaa...blaaa...)
me : issshh!! tknk ah. oh! and i nak design kan motor u. yelar, i kan designer kan. i nak letak name i all over ur motorbike! jadi kan, whenever u nak tompangkan minah laen, drg tau yg u dh attached! (i was joking btw)
( u were smiling all the way hearing our convo)
mr lahabao : peh, peh! kau tgk peh! die nak conteng motor aku! tskkk!
anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.............
me : kau nak muke kau jadi smiley face ke flower?
adek : hello kity! -__-
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adek : stitch ahh kak!
our next jln raye outing! we managed to cover quite a number of houses ystrdy. We went to Wak Biah's, Nek Lima's, Nek Dima's, Cik Rasyid's. oh. we even went to KKH! hehehe. Fun! fun! fun!
lyk norm! its lyk a must! b4 step out of the house...
sth kept bothering me.. tsssk!
all started @ Nek Dima's place.
meh, dgr crite akak ni!
Cik M : wah, Abg Jakpa ( Ja'affar) untong laah eh. anak2 smue perempuan.
nanti kahwin smue senang! tunggu duit hantaran jeee
Abah : a'ah. yelar tu! aku ni sbenarnye tgh risau. kau tak tau. anak aku ni (refering to me)
tkde boifren. mcm mane nak kahwen? ntah biler agaknye nak ade boifren...risau btol la. lawa pon tak gune..
Cik S : a'ah lar! anak aku pon takot nak dgn anak kau!
Cik M : ahh.. betol tu. smue org mesti takot! tgk nadia punye cert...ahh.. mcm2...
nanti kahwin smue senang! tunggu duit hantaran jeee
Abah : a'ah. yelar tu! aku ni sbenarnye tgh risau. kau tak tau. anak aku ni (refering to me)
tkde boifren. mcm mane nak kahwen? ntah biler agaknye nak ade boifren...risau btol la. lawa pon tak gune..
Cik S : a'ah lar! anak aku pon takot nak dgn anak kau!
Cik M : ahh.. betol tu. smue org mesti takot! tgk nadia punye cert...ahh.. mcm2...
lyk helo makciks?? diploma i ni blm lagi dlm tangan. Now, will education be an issue here? wat do u ppl think ? so kirekan, maken tinggi aku nak blaja, maken org takot nk dkt dgn aku? well, i think tats a way laidback kinda thinking. but somehow, it maybe true. some ppl made me realised sth.
Girl X : skali eh nad, die tinggal kan kau psl die nak sacrifice his love for you. yelar, mak bapak kau kan nak kau carik sum1 yg berpelajaran. die tu stakat... in a way die sedar diri die. maybe tats y die carik sum1 yg same species dgn die.
me : ntah lar beb. i've got no comment for that. but wait, surprisingly, u're not the only one who said this. kwn kite si gurlnextdoor tu ckp almost the same thing lyk wat u've said.
tapi kan, i dont really think education will be a big issue here! ppl with master degree sumore with P.h.d. pon get married jgak pe.. i always believe in this. Jodoh, Ajal, Maut all are in His hands! and bah, its not that i dont want to get a 'partner'. its just not the right time yet. ppl who volunteerily come and so called 'proposed' me tu memang ade. u know everything. u know who am i contacting with. cume, yarrr, this time round, i shall be choosy. i dont want banana to fruit twice! now, is the time for me to really focus on my studies and to make my dream become reality. well, to further my studies... or to f'ly' after poly life, well, it all depends. i've not fully decide yet. but my heart says...'fly'. unfortunately, my mum changed her mind and wants me to further my studies. i've got my own reasons actually on why i wanna 'fly' after this poly thingy. i just dont knw how to expl to mummy. will she understand my situation? if u're thinking, aku nak 'fly' psl nk kejar glamour, well, No!urrgghh! i've got lyk 2-3 months to decide. the application on applying B.A. in Arts will open once semester starts. haizzz..
Oh..help!
this pic below was taken at Nek Dima's place while all the obeks were busy gossiping..Girl X : skali eh nad, die tinggal kan kau psl die nak sacrifice his love for you. yelar, mak bapak kau kan nak kau carik sum1 yg berpelajaran. die tu stakat... in a way die sedar diri die. maybe tats y die carik sum1 yg same species dgn die.
me : ntah lar beb. i've got no comment for that. but wait, surprisingly, u're not the only one who said this. kwn kite si gurlnextdoor tu ckp almost the same thing lyk wat u've said.
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tapi kan, i dont really think education will be a big issue here! ppl with master degree sumore with P.h.d. pon get married jgak pe.. i always believe in this. Jodoh, Ajal, Maut all are in His hands! and bah, its not that i dont want to get a 'partner'. its just not the right time yet. ppl who volunteerily come and so called 'proposed' me tu memang ade. u know everything. u know who am i contacting with. cume, yarrr, this time round, i shall be choosy. i dont want banana to fruit twice! now, is the time for me to really focus on my studies and to make my dream become reality. well, to further my studies... or to f'ly' after poly life, well, it all depends. i've not fully decide yet. but my heart says...'fly'. unfortunately, my mum changed her mind and wants me to further my studies. i've got my own reasons actually on why i wanna 'fly' after this poly thingy. i just dont knw how to expl to mummy. will she understand my situation? if u're thinking, aku nak 'fly' psl nk kejar glamour, well, No!urrgghh! i've got lyk 2-3 months to decide. the application on applying B.A. in Arts will open once semester starts. haizzz..
Oh..help!
wah! side track habes! hehehe. okay back to raye!
@ KKH visit Cik Nasy and her new baby!
ohhh! so cute!
mak die lagi cute! hehehe! :)
happy die dapat makan. and i didnt know that confinement food was
quite appetising ehhh. jom same2 beranak ehhh?
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Before we continue our raya expedition, we had our tummy filled with McDonalds Food!
today, we had our 1st open house of the year! many came! even that cute ehem2... hehehe. thanks eh for coming! :) okay. i shall end this post here.freaking tired! my bed is calling me! :)
i cant believe we've been contacting for lyk 4-5 months but not seen each other. hah!
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