Past vs. Present
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
thursday
night
everything's
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You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
Swallowing The Bitterness...slowly
About The Unknown Creature
Hello, I'm an alien living in Planet X, had my 1st cry on 310790, and my name is Nuh-roll.
Be afraid, be very very afraid. I'm going to eat everyone and invade the Planet Earth.
Yes, you can start crying now.*evil laugh*
Monday, August 3, 2009
Go SP GO
[ 9:40 PM ]
As requested by him. okay. this post's for him then. (partly je ehh.) all started when i received his msg again late at night (ystrdy). oohh.. thks huh, i missed the 'pasir ris' train this morn. anw, he said, asking abt parents, was his biggest mistake! hah! funny larr u as always. sesuai lar sgt dgn name 'crack'. back to track, well to me, having the thought of asking abt my parents can actually be considered as a mistake. as said.. kate dah moved on pe.. *sigh* annnnd he also mentioned, i was the who caused fights between him and dont who else. maybe one of his matair larr. not sure which one. wait. why me? wat i've done? weird huh! funny.funny. is it due to my blogpost? hahaha. wat is that got to do with his 'dont-know-who' and my blog?
okay larr. i shall clarify sth here. yup. i did tell him that i miss him. but agn, is it wrong to do so? is it wrong to miss sum1 whom has left u without any words/explantions? is it? its not that i literally go to him, begging him to come back to me. i can do that. i knw where he leaves. its just 1 stop away 4rm my place. i knw his sch. its just 1 stop away 4rm my sch. anytime beb. but agn, i'm tired to go to him asking/begging 4 an explanation. the thing is, i'm just expressing my feelings out wat. so wat if he's farking moved on? GOOD FOR YOU then.
okay larr. i shall clarify sth here. yup. i did tell him that i miss him. but agn, is it wrong to do so? is it wrong to miss sum1 whom has left u without any words/explantions? is it? its not that i literally go to him, begging him to come back to me. i can do that. i knw where he leaves. its just 1 stop away 4rm my place. i knw his sch. its just 1 stop away 4rm my sch. anytime beb. but agn, i'm tired to go to him asking/begging 4 an explanation. the thing is, i'm just expressing my feelings out wat. so wat if he's farking moved on? GOOD FOR YOU then.
***** DONE *****
Next, 1st thing 1st. im alrdy sooooo badly affected by u ppl who coz this heart pain even till at this moment. annnd... i dont frigging deserve all this! i deserve alooot better. going to some unknown's blog giving harsh comments and not wanting to admit all those, is somehow considered as invading ppl's privacy. (anak pak polisi ni.. ) seriously, where did i exactly went wrong? is it wrong to miss someone whom once shared the sweet-bitter memories 2gether with me? Yes. a reminder is actually not needed. i knw. its a a waste of time coz that someone has alrdy moved on. duh! i frigging knw my dear. But, its just this feeling in me. if i cant move on, wat u ppl wanna do? kill me? impossible kan? i cant possibly hide this feeling and be hypocrite, then tell the whole wide world, 'hey ppl, i've moved on' then pretending to be happy.. then go out dating with some unknown digsss, playing with their feelings, keep on changing partners mcm tuka bra, kononnye by going out with them, i can get over my past. and u call that moving on? ahhh? blh gitu? kesian kan lelaki2 yg tk berdose tu smue..
hey ppl. knw wat? Now, it makes more diff 4 me to move on. u ppl are not helping.. seriously. *sigh* u ppl simply destroyed my happiness... my privacy... I BELIEVE IN KARMA. U SHLD TOO. *sigh-many-many-many-many-many-timessssssssssssssss* -_______-
Next, 1st thing 1st. im alrdy sooooo badly affected by u ppl who coz this heart pain even till at this moment. annnd... i dont frigging deserve all this! i deserve alooot better. going to some unknown's blog giving harsh comments and not wanting to admit all those, is somehow considered as invading ppl's privacy. (anak pak polisi ni.. ) seriously, where did i exactly went wrong? is it wrong to miss someone whom once shared the sweet-bitter memories 2gether with me? Yes. a reminder is actually not needed. i knw. its a a waste of time coz that someone has alrdy moved on. duh! i frigging knw my dear. But, its just this feeling in me. if i cant move on, wat u ppl wanna do? kill me? impossible kan? i cant possibly hide this feeling and be hypocrite, then tell the whole wide world, 'hey ppl, i've moved on' then pretending to be happy.. then go out dating with some unknown digsss, playing with their feelings, keep on changing partners mcm tuka bra, kononnye by going out with them, i can get over my past. and u call that moving on? ahhh? blh gitu? kesian kan lelaki2 yg tk berdose tu smue..
hey ppl. knw wat? Now, it makes more diff 4 me to move on. u ppl are not helping.. seriously. *sigh* u ppl simply destroyed my happiness... my privacy... I BELIEVE IN KARMA. U SHLD TOO. *sigh-many-many-many-many-many-timessssssssssssssss* -_______-
Annnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Yes!! Yes!! won the the battle! Alhamdullilah. :) lyk finally....!! huh! all the hard work has been paid! Congrats mates! we came in 1st. lyk wtf! damn surprising kan? despite all the disappointment i had to go thru due to some sucky stuffs that came upon.. hah! best! best! i lyk! ohh. NUS came in 2nd while Ngee Ann Poly plak 3rd place. HAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! :) i love u van-bie, ming, naz & faiza!!! hahahahahahah!!! sooo proud to b an SP-ian. :)
Presenting our Design Proposal.
Masterplan of Institute Mental of Health.
Buangkok Green Medical Park.
Buangkok Green Medical Park.
in case its blur for u ppl. its faiza's design proposal below! :)
All smiling widelyyyyyyyy...... :)
i cant blif this. hah! this is crazy.
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