Past vs. Present
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
thursday
night
everything's
fine
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
Swallowing The Bitterness...slowly
About The Unknown Creature
Hello, I'm an alien living in Planet X, had my 1st cry on 310790, and my name is Nuh-roll.
Be afraid, be very very afraid. I'm going to eat everyone and invade the Planet Earth.
Yes, you can start crying now.*evil laugh*
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Tangisan Dalam Senyuman
[ 7:05 PM ]
Feelings need to be expressed, but I'm too lazy to open up my jaw, start story-telling my tales which would ended up making me feel dejected which would then agn make me cry. cry-cry-cry. wat more can i do? Since blog speaks a thousand words, I took a shortcut and start ranting my dry post which i guess might affect any1 who's gonna read this. this is because i'll be posting.. yes, u're ryte abt me not being able to let my past go...agn.
i shall start.
Not as usual. i didnt went home straight today. idk y. my heart tells me to go to that place... so, i dropped by. suddenly felt so out of place. i used to go to that place accompanied by ... :( and i sat. alone. clutching both my knees together.not hoping for anything. just needed time to be alone. just me and my soul. ignoring all eyes which were intently eyeing on me. 'one by one' came entering my mind. flashbacks. oh, so disheartening.. when will all this come to an end? i wonder. what's life without ...? no doubt i still hv loving and caring families & friends. i still think there's sth missing in me. fark. idk y. as days goes by, i kept on thinking abt... Gawd, i need the strength to go thru this. feeling sooo weak. ugghhhh. i need a hug now! lyk now i said! :(
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amat merinduimu...
"...b...i rindu u... i nak u..." :(
pain.sick.exhausted.goodnight.
Let The Tears Flow