Past vs. Present
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
thursday
night
everything's
fine
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
Swallowing The Bitterness...slowly
About The Unknown Creature
Hello, I'm an alien living in Planet X, had my 1st cry on 310790, and my name is Nuh-roll.
Be afraid, be very very afraid. I'm going to eat everyone and invade the Planet Earth.
Yes, you can start crying now.*evil laugh*
Monday, July 27, 2009
running in circles
[ 9:07 PM ]
Photographer : Naz-Jay
Camera : Canon EOS 400D - Rafi
Model : Nadia
"The greatest reward come from doing the things that scare you the most." -anony
Dalam dunie ni ade mcm2 org...
Some are running scared. Lari mcm lipas kodong tapi tak tau mane arah tujuan.
Some are running scared. Lari mcm lipas kodong tapi tak tau mane arah tujuan.
Some tell lies to make it through the day. Konon2 tu nk hide feelings die larr.
tapi kan, mcm pham ahh. step org tak tau je. tskk.
Well, some just not facing the truth. hidop dgn penoh angan2. bile nak game? -__-
lol. i cant believe this. saying for myself nampak? yup. i cant deny. i'm a super duper great actress! cume tkde time je nak join sp-mls. k. lame!
I'm wondering, what happened to days of simplicity? Days where I knew what my heart wanted, days where life seemed sooo easy. Now it feels lyk everything spells 'T-R-O-U-B-L-E'. ke aku yg sengaje carik masalah? entah larr. I need clarity. My heart's a mess and I just need to figure out what I want. Right now, I don't know what that is and it bugs me till right at this moment. Decision wasnt made by us. entahlarrr... mungken aku yg salah.. i dun mind put-ing me as a blame to this.
Sesungguhnye, aku maseh tercari-cari jawapan. Resah aku tunggu jawapan tu. entah sampai biler i'll hv to wait. kdg2, aku rase, kau dkat skali dgn aku. :( Those bitter-sweet memories kept haunting me. penat tau hidop bertemankan airmate. nanges srg2. takde org pujok.mcm s.s. gitu kaaann.. sampai biler aku nak teros tenggelam dgn bayangan sendiri..?ish! benci i!
to think again.. i'm just lyk a kid who doesnt appreciate life. Full of sins. Not wanting to face the fact is the same as not accepting the fact which is also the same as not accepting Qada' & Qadar that has been arranged or decided by the almighty. hmmm. Time is needed here! Yes. agn, time. Ustazah once told me, '..jgn biarkan kesan luke tu ade lame dlm diri kite..' the thing is, luke tu maseh blm tinggalkan kesan. Its still bleeding profusely. Its still fresh. Agn, Time is needed to heal and at the same time ease the pain. its not lyk once, twice or wat... Going thru this agn. No. i'm not sighing. i'm telling myself to be strong. i dont want to be considered as the weak soul. The soul in me is still searching for freedom. Still searching for happiness.
If i'm given the opportunity, the last thing i'd lyk to wish for is, Miracle. blh? will fate be on my side agn this time round?
tapi kan, mcm pham ahh. step org tak tau je. tskk.
Well, some just not facing the truth. hidop dgn penoh angan2. bile nak game? -__-
lol. i cant believe this. saying for myself nampak? yup. i cant deny. i'm a super duper great actress! cume tkde time je nak join sp-mls. k. lame!
I'm wondering, what happened to days of simplicity? Days where I knew what my heart wanted, days where life seemed sooo easy. Now it feels lyk everything spells 'T-R-O-U-B-L-E'. ke aku yg sengaje carik masalah? entah larr. I need clarity. My heart's a mess and I just need to figure out what I want. Right now, I don't know what that is and it bugs me till right at this moment. Decision wasnt made by us. entahlarrr... mungken aku yg salah.. i dun mind put-ing me as a blame to this.
Sesungguhnye, aku maseh tercari-cari jawapan. Resah aku tunggu jawapan tu. entah sampai biler i'll hv to wait. kdg2, aku rase, kau dkat skali dgn aku. :( Those bitter-sweet memories kept haunting me. penat tau hidop bertemankan airmate. nanges srg2. takde org pujok.mcm s.s. gitu kaaann.. sampai biler aku nak teros tenggelam dgn bayangan sendiri..?ish! benci i!
to think again.. i'm just lyk a kid who doesnt appreciate life. Full of sins. Not wanting to face the fact is the same as not accepting the fact which is also the same as not accepting Qada' & Qadar that has been arranged or decided by the almighty. hmmm. Time is needed here! Yes. agn, time. Ustazah once told me, '..jgn biarkan kesan luke tu ade lame dlm diri kite..' the thing is, luke tu maseh blm tinggalkan kesan. Its still bleeding profusely. Its still fresh. Agn, Time is needed to heal and at the same time ease the pain. its not lyk once, twice or wat... Going thru this agn. No. i'm not sighing. i'm telling myself to be strong. i dont want to be considered as the weak soul. The soul in me is still searching for freedom. Still searching for happiness.
If i'm given the opportunity, the last thing i'd lyk to wish for is, Miracle. blh? will fate be on my side agn this time round?
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