Past vs. Present
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
thursday
night
everything's
fine
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.
Swallowing The Bitterness...slowly
About The Unknown Creature
Hello, I'm an alien living in Planet X, had my 1st cry on 310790, and my name is Nuh-roll.
Be afraid, be very very afraid. I'm going to eat everyone and invade the Planet Earth.
Yes, you can start crying now.*evil laugh*
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Falling Slowly
[ 7:21 PM ]
Sooo...here you go...another post... comes ryte 4rm the bottom of my heart. :)
Some things scare me, a lot of things actually. But right now, I know in my heart that everything's gonna be alright. i guess. huh! noe wad? this is weird. farking weird. It just cant stop falling. Everywhere, anywhere... gosh! wats wif u tears? urrrgghh.. and it seems lyk as the so called auspicious date gets nearer, the feelings inside here tends to get nervous. wait. is that the ryte word to describe? well, anw, being nervous is not a good sign. really. its a bad feeling u noe. i noe i shld be excited and eager to c that day. but, naaah... maken hari...maken sedih. sedih sangat2. can i dont see that day..? lets sleep till i c 010809. oh gawd! i knw i'm being ridiculous here.
am i strong enuf to overcome this? this is sooo painful. its hurting me badly. i wanna get over this and done wif asap. i'm tired of putting up an act. i'm just not being myself. i want my life back. pls..pls... May u answer to all my prayers. i need the strength..the courage.. to go thru this again. Sesungguhnye, luke ni terlalu pedih menghiriskan jiwe.
I need to find something to believe in, some kinda spark. hmmm... :(
oh. These were my 'friends' which accompanied me thru my darkest hour, in my deepest despair..
Kau laksana bulan - Aina Emir
Cintamu di hati - Aida Adriani
Gelora Jiwa - Aisya Sofea
Aura Cinta - Aina Emir
Reading this now.... it helps.... not that much though... but, at least it helps a lil' kaaann.
Mend a Broken Heart - Fiona Hickman Taylor
I Can Mend Your Broken Heart - Paul McKeanna and Hugh Willbourn
Past events...
1st Full Dress Rehearsal (NDP).
Tix were given by Cik Jaz. Thx ehh.
Had a great time spending wif Cik Az, Cik Nasy, Nabil & Afiq
Tix were given by Cik Jaz. Thx ehh.
Had a great time spending wif Cik Az, Cik Nasy, Nabil & Afiq
Next, Abg Hafiz's wedding. (cuzz - paternal side) @ Tampin, Malaysia.
Aku...
Tidak lagi terdaya
Ku rasa kan segala
Hancur dihempas ombak gelora
Di dalam hati
Tak akan terjawab persoalan
Biarlah ia tersimpan kini
Kan menjadi bunga yang tak akan berseri...
Mungkinkah telah ditakdirkan padaku...?
Everyday is still an akward day. :( Im being a bitch. Gosh! I hate being two faced. Im so not nice everyday. when will all this stop? sooo cant wait.
p/s : anw, maggy masak lemak. amcm? mau try pe? anyone?
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Let The Tears Flow