Life is Just Like a Bowl of Cherries

thursday night everything's fine

You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.

About The Unknown Creature
Hello, I'm an alien living in Planet X, had my 1st cry on 310790, and my name is Nuh-roll.
Be afraid, be very very afraid. I'm going to eat everyone and invade the Planet Earth.
Yes, you can start crying now.*evil laugh*

but why siaaaak [ 1:09 AM ]

yes! finally i'm back 4rm mak's house.
i miss my bed!!haha. i love my pillow. ade shampoo smell! hehe.
i lyk! :)

how i spent my weekends?
hmmm. basically.. nth much. me n the rest of siblings rot at home
most of the time.
we makan and tido jerr.. :)

apart 4rm the sleepover @ mak's place,
there's sth that i'd lyk to share here..
1stly,i have to censored here and there due to some reasons.
well, if u ppl noe me, i'm a kinda person
who dont really say direct abt my own stuffs.
i'd rather keep it to myself 1st.
its just not the right time.
then y blog?
hmmm, its just a way of attracting ppl's attention..??
duh! of course not.. hah!
its just my way of expressing this feelings out..
anw this issue came 4rm unreliable sources..
i guess.... or it may be true....
Wallah-hua'lam.

oh. b4 i 4got, sorry to u 4 not believing this.
i know i should...
i dont know. i just cant.
sry agn.

u called. totally gave me a surprise!
if u guys think, 'oh ni mesti h***z yg call tau..'
ummmmm....... well.... i'm afraid to say, no!
hah! how i wish! -___-
anw. yup. as per norm updated me abt h***z.
errrrr........................................lyk................

WHAT THE F**K!!!

u mean all this while u've been lying to me?
But why siakkk?
mcm toot siakk...
its so f**king hard 4 me the believe this..
what abt those stories i heard??
u mean... u've been flirting and dating them only??
huh? again... but why?
still got the cheek to tell ppl...
'aku rindukan nadia sgt2...and kalau aku jumpe die, aku nak pelok die...
tapi.....aku tau..... aku kene move on....'

i dont understand this guy.

i am assuming that u are prolly happy with ur current life.
and that's y u chose this way.
or was it u who made this decision?
Wallah-hua'lam.

frankly. i'm still clueless and hv no idea on why we
ended up lyk this. if the sources are true and can be reliable,
i guess u r being selfish.
u noe the fact u cant... but u still do...
make it simple.
u noe, u dont want this to happen but yet......
urrrggghhh....Gaawwwd!
u noe the 'feelings' deep beneath ur heart is still
there.....still strong...... yet......
and again....why?
why are u doing this to me?
and the 'best' part,
WHY THE HELL ARE YOU DOING THIS TO YOURSELF?

u kept me wonder.
actually kan, i'm tired.
too tired to actually go to u..
to demand an explanation.
i noe i shld hv asked 4rm the start.
but i cant.
the situation stop me 4rm doing so.
so yeah. thats y i'm still left here...
'un-explained'.
its been 2mths since last met/talked to u.
hmmm..

this is too hurtful.
if only we were given the opportunity to settle things out last time...
all these things wont happen.
AT ALL.

is there sth ..? or merely news?
yeahh....unreliable source maybe...
oh btw, y unreliable source?
coz, if h***z really misses me.... he wont keep mum!
he's not that kinda person!
how can he be so strong?
i know him. Yes! pretty well in fact!

guess...ppl change.

well, if u were to ask me..
yes i still do.. though i know u wont come....back....
my feelings can no longer be expressed to you.
u r gone.
i'll keep those memories in me even if its hard
4 me to let u go..
we r just notmeant to be, maybe...

kau maseh single rupenyerrr...

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